Main Kya Hoon Main Kya Yeh Batalao

Kabhi socha aapne kaun ho aap?
Kabhi socha kya hai hamara kaam??
Nahi socha toh socho ab..
Nahi toh phir sochoge kab?????


From Few days I have been facing a big problem. What am I supposed to do? For whom I am supposed to do? Why am I supposed to do whatever I am doing?

Kaun hu mei kahan se aaya,
Kya mei apne saath kuch laya??
Kiske liye mei karu yeh sab,
Mujhe milega inka jawab kab?

The situation can be compared to the one of Arjun in the Kurukshetra battlefield. The only difference is Arjun had Krishna to answer all his questions but who shall answer my questions?

Kaun karta hai mujhse yeh vada,
Nahi rehne dega mujhe ab aur pareshan.
Jawab dega kaun mere sawalon ka,
Karega vo mere har pareshani ka samadhan.

Is life my own ?
Are my dreams my own?
Are my target my own?
Are my parameters of success my own?
Are my thoughts my own?
Are my actions my own?
There are infinite such "Are".
Are they my own or others drive them???

Kaun nahi hote mere khwab apne?
Kyun nahi hote mere lakshya apne?
Kyun nahi hote mere vichar apne?
Kya yahi zindagi di hai rab ne???

I searched answers on my own and got the results. True life is the life lived for the others. The aim of life has to be the happiness of others. The target has to be to make everyone happy. Dream has to be the stage of salvation.

This all reminds me few lines of a song from the recent movie Love Aaj Kal.
Aab Jana Main Ne Jeena Kya Hai
Kya Hai Pura Hona Khwaab Ka
Aab Dekhon Na Woh Sochu Na Woh
Jo Bhi Yahan Na Ho Khwaab Sa

All this reminds me my first post "Meri Zindagi" as well.

Zindagi nahi mili hai humme khud ke liye,
Zindagi wahi jo jiye hum auron ke liye.
Doosro ki khushi mei apni khushi hai,
Yahi zindagi ka ek matra satya hai....