Happy B'day Darling.

On your 17th B'day a small gift from my side..


Kya tu aasmaa se aayi se pari hai,
Ya parwat chher ke nikli nadi hai..
Kya tu baadal se tapakti boond hai,
Ya pathar ki tarashi murat hai....

Na tu pari hai na nadi hai,
Tu toh bas ek aam insaa hai..
Na tu boond hai naa tu murat hai,
Tu toh bas meri behan pyari hai....

Naa jaane tujhme aisa kya hai,
Jo kisi aur mei nahi mila humme..
Tu toh bas ek dost pagli hai,
Phir tujhe kyun dekh mor bhi jhumme....

Teri bholi si hassi yaad aati hai,
Teri pyari si baatein mann ko bhati hai..
Vo gusse mei datna tera yaad aata hai,
Darr kar simat jana tera mann ko bhata hai....

Naa jaane kyun mujhe yeh sab yaad aata hai,
Tera sang bitaya lamha har khaas ho jata hai..
Kya kya yaad karu bahut hai karne ko,
Bhool naa jana kabhi apne is bhai ko....


Hope you get everything you desire for and your next B'day fulfills all your dreams.
Love you dear!!!!

Ek Sunhara Ehsaas

My mind has too much of thoughts to express these days. Today I picked up something which we all feel someday sometime. I don't know how to express in words but still just a small attempt.


Vo kya ehsaas tha koi mujhe bata do,
Us ek pal ko phir se zindagi mei la do..
Chod gaya jo zindagi bhar ki yaadein,
Usse meri zindagi ki kahani hi bana do....

Vo har baat par ruthna manana kya cheez thi,
Uski jeet ke liye khud ki haar bhi ajeej thi..
Har baat jiski achchi aur pyari lagti thi,
Vo toh pani mei chalti aur hawa mei udti thi....

Jiske saath samay ka pata nahi chalta,
Ab usse mile bina din nahi dhalta..
Khwabon mei jo mujhe sone naa de,
Koi usse meri dil ki baat toh kah de....


All this sounds of too much of desperation but still I thought of sharing it. Many of you may not be surprised because you know the source of these words. Shall see you next time with some other genre.

Ek Zindagi ki kimmat

Just I sat down to write I was wondering what is the worth of a life? Be it humans or animals or plants? We never value the life of animals and plants for sure. We give a damn thought before putting our feet on grass or small insects neither do we think about chicken or fish or goat before having them in food.
But humans, I am still confused are losing their value as well. Just in the morning read about the man beaten to death in day light when no one was interested to save the man, I saw the news flash stating "BLASTS IN MUMBAI". What's happening?
Don't we value human life anymore? Or the red colour doesn't affect us anymore? Where are we heading towards? No sympathies no pain for anyone.

Kya ho gaya hai is sansaar ko,
Kabhi bhi kahin bhi kar do.
Baha do khoon kisi ka bhi,
Lelo jaan kisi ki bhi..

Nahi socha hoga vidhata ne,
Hoga kabhi aisa bhi yahan.
Itni sasta ho jayegi jaan lena,
Khatam ho jayega darr saara..

Kho gayi hai insaniyat kahin,
Daya kisi ke mann mei rahi nahi.
Kya hoga ab is duniya ka,
Kuch pap karo yahan data..

Just hoping that some sense prevails everywhere and we all live peacefully.
Voilence is the sign of destruction. Peace is the sign of prosperity and growth..

big Bang

Kaise bani yeh dharti,
Kyun aankhen hai barasti..
Kab aaya jeevan dharti par,
Kab jayega Suraj mar..

I can't exactly recall from how long these questions had been banging my head. But finally when I took the decision to find answers to these queries, first task was to find the source which could answer these questions. This problem was even bigger. Whether to go with spiritual solutions or scientific theories or proven facts.

Kisse manu sach aur kisse jhooth,
Sochte sochte ban gaya mei bhooth..
Socha sab ko padhte samjhte hai,
Phir sahi galat decide karte hai..

Firstly I decided to go through cosmology as per Jainism. But it all seemed like a fairy tale. It was all opposite to what I had been studying all these days being a Science student. What more tragic was all the facts as per Jainism were outdated as per science.

Kaise chod tu tujhe bhagwan,
kuch toh rah dikha dayawan..
tera marg par doubt nahi hai,
Par satya phir kahan chipa hai..

Confused and baffled I decided to move towards something scientific to have a look how science came to whatever my teachers taught me in school. Hence, I picked the book "The BIG BANG" by Simon Singh explaining the most acclaimed theory of evaluation of Universe.

Sab kuch sahi lagne laga tha ab,
Maine uthayi big bang book jab..
Bas ek hi darr tha mann mei,
Ab aage hoga kya mere sawalo ka..

And the book proved my doubts a reality. From beginning till the end book was full of different theories countering each other and at the end there was no proof to satisfy my questions.

Ab kahan jau kisko poocho mei,
Kiska sahara milega mujhe ab..
Do kadam aage chal khush the,
Par char kheech le aaya koi..

After going through rigorous for last 15 days one thing is sure, science is not about truth but your imagination. Let your mind fly high with your heart and pen down any thought which comes to you. And guess what you are ready with a new theory.

Roshan hui saari zameen,
Jagmag hua saara jahaan..
Oh udne ko tu aazad hai,
bandhan koi ab hai kahan..

The only thing which I could conclude was let your imagination prosper because "THE BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYES OF PERCEIVER" and this is what science is all about. Believe whatever you like and be happy at the end.

So gaya Saara Jahan

So gaya saara jahan par mei jaga hu,
Samajh nahi aa raha mei kya hu??
Dil kehta hai mei pagal deewana hu,
Brain kehta hai pagal bewkoof hu..

Jab saara jahan soya hai,
Haseen sapno mei khoya hai..
Mei kar raha hu pata nahi kya?
Pure office mei koi nahi hai yahan..

Pata nahi kahan gayi aanko ki neend,
Khoj toh bas execution ke output ki hai..
Naa lunch na dinner ki chah hai,
Bas ek sahi report ka intezaar hai..

Ek haath mei receiver hai,
Doosre mei keyboard mouse hai..
Server ki testing pata nahi,
Meri capacity bahut test ho gayi..

Kuch din aur aisa hi raha toh,
Bhaag jaunga sab chod kahin dur,
Royenge sab team wale,
Jab pata chalegi unko apni bhool…

Koi Jaane Naa

Oh Re Taal Mile Nadi Ke Jal Mein
Nadi Mile Saagar Mein
Saagar Mile Kaunse Jal Mein
Koi Jaane Na...


A melodious song from Anokhi Raat with a soothing music. But is it really soothing. The more I listen this, the more harsh I find it. If we don't know what we see, how can we know what is not infront of us.

Yeh duniya hai ek maya jaal,
Koi nahi jaane jiska haal..
Sab bhramit hai gyan mei yahan,
Par koi naa jaane satya hai kahan..

The world is nothing but a mystery. The more you try to explore this the more get entangled in this. But one thing is sure, no one knows the truth.

Few centuries back the Universe was GeoCentric but today its not. Few decades back the Universe was eternal but today its not immortal. Every thing changes with time. What more to expect even people change with time.

Badlav ki ek matra satya hai,
Baki sab kala jhooth hai..
Aaj ka sach kal jhooth hoga,
Jee rahe hai hum sach ke dhokhe mei..

Even the Science is dependent on Time. With time all beliefs have changed and will change.
As Mr. Amitabh told in one of the interviews, "For present generation I am the original 'DON'. For next generations SRK will be. The same fate which Dilip Kumar met as DEVDAS."

Can't believe how even my thought process has been changing from last 10 minutes; Change to Science, Don to Universe.

Badal rahi hai har cheej abhi,
Phir badlegi yeh kabhi naa kabhi..
Koi nahi rok sakta isko hone se,
Badlo bachna hai agar badlav mei..

Never try to resist the change otherwise the storm of change will blow you away and you will be left with nothing to count upon. As Spencer Johnson quoted in WHO MOVED MY CHEESE,"Change doesn't take away anything from you, it just moves your goal to different place and you need to find it again".

Khush raho har haal mei,
Waqt kya cheen lega humse..
Ussi ne diya tha humme sab,
Le bhi liya toh gaya hamara..

What am I doing here? Its time for me as well to change my profile. Done with this IT world. This was dream but again change could not keep it ever. Destiny has changed my goal and its time to search it out or I shall be finished.


Suraj Ko Dharti Tarse
Dharti Ko Chandrama
Paani Mein Seep Jaise Pyaasi Har Aatma
Boond Chhipi Kis Baadal Mein
Koi Jaane Na

Mahaveer tujhe aana hoga

Mahaveer tujhe phir aana hoga,
Hum sab ka kalyan karna hoga..
Tere bina kaun humme raasta dikhayega,
Kaun humme janam maran se mukt karayega..

Bahut kaal ho gaya tujhe aaye,
BHool gaye sab teri baatein..
Phir se kaun humme sab sikhayega,
Kisi bhi roop mei aa par ..
Mahaveer tujhe...........

Kho raha hai aaj insaan naa jaane kahan,
Bhatake gaye hai lakshya sabke kahin..
Phir se kaun humme yeh batayega,
Kaise bhi yeh bata humme par..
Mahaveer tujhe..........

Nahi aa sakta toh humme bula le,
Mat chod humme aisa bhatkta..
Nahi janamna aur marna aur ab,
Kaise bhi moksha dila humme par..
Mahaveer tujhe.............

Baraste Baadal : kya kehna chahte hai??

Baraste Baadal Pukar rahe hai,
Mujhse saath maang rahe hai..
Koi toh saath do hamara kehte hai,
Ab toh apno ke beech hi anjaane hai..

Rote aansun tapkate baadal,
Apne emotions sabko dihate pagal..
Unhe kya pata duniya kitni badal gayi hai,
Insaan ki zindagi khud hi mei reh gayi hai..

Kabhi jo moti the aaj boond ban gaye hai,
Kisi ka dard kisi ki khushi ban gaya hai..
Kya ho gaya yeh poochte hai baadal,
Yeh hua kaise, gaya kaise yeh badal?

Monsoon mei barasne wale baadal,
Kabhi bhi mann karta hai tab baras jaate hai..
Kahan se late hai yeh itna gamm,
Kya khatam hoti dharti deti hai inhe itna Damm??

Aana Jana

Chand jab aasman mei aata hai,
Toh suraj naa jaane kahan chala jata hai..
Suraj jab aasman mei aata hai,
Toh taare naa jaane kahan chale jaate hai..

Taare jab aasman mei aate hai,
Toh Badal na jaane kahan chale jaate hai..
Badal jab aasman me iaate hai,
Toh chand naa jaane kahan chala jata hai..

Sukh aata hai toh dukh jata hai,
Khushi aati hai toh gam jata hai..
Aankh khuli aur neend gayi,
Sab ki bas yaadein reh gayi..

Yeh sab aane jaane ka hi chakar hai,
Koi aata hai toh koi chala jata hai..
Har aane wala ek din aata hai,
Aur sab chod kar ek din chala jata hai..

Naa kuch koi saath lekar aaya tha,
Na kuch koi saath lekar jayega..
Sab yahi aane ke baad mila tha,
Aur sab yahi choot jayega..

Phir kyun hum ek doosre se ladte hai,
Har chotti baat ko dil se lagate hai..
Aao hum chod kar jaye aisa kuch,
Picche se yaad kare humme dekh jisse sab..

Dard- Ismei bhi kuch baatt hai

Jab aankhen bhar aaye pani se,
Jab galla bhar aaye bolte bolte,
Jab chehra murjha jaye kisi ka,
Kya tabhi dard dikhai deta hai?

Jo hardum hasta rehta ho,
Jo hamesha aandit rehta ho..
Jo sab ko khush rakhta ho,
Kya usse koi gam nahi hota?

Muskan ka matlab khushi nahi hota,
Har aansu ka matlab gam nahi hota..
Yu hi nahi badaal hawa mei udta,
Aur phir bhi reh reh kar rota..