Paisa, kaisa kaisa, paisa
Saari kushi paisa
Saara jahaan chaahe ye paisa, haan haan ye paisa
These lyrics from a song in movie apna sapna money money often make me wonder what is world all about. A baby from the moment he starts to speak is forced/pressurized by his parents to work hard. Sometimes to look different in the crowd, sometimes to score good marks, sometimes to show others down. But the story is same in all cases. All this is done for money.
Meri kahani bhi ajeeb hai,
Naa koi lakshya na manjil hai..
Bas bahe jaa rahu hu sabke saath,
Pakad ke doosro ka haath..
Pretty much same is my story. Someone wants me to change my workplace, someone wants me to study more, someone wants me to work hard more. But what all for? To earn more. As simple as it gets. But why? To spend more or to save more? All this for the materialistic selfish world. I don’t understand why should I do all this.
Itni Khushi hone par bhi dukhi hai,
Duniya ne teri haalat kya kar di hai..
Kaash samajh pata is baat ko koi,
Nahi khush rehta pakar paisa koi..
What fail to understand more is why is everyone so worried about what will happen in future? All are busy in spoiling their present by every second thinking about the future. When you are not sure of what will happen in next one second why to bother about next year or two.
These two things make me afraid so much at times that I try to run away from in world in hibernation. But with this globalized world with a new concept of whole world single home, I am not able to pursue that as well.. I don’t know what was in the mind of Martin Cooper when he invented mobile phones. Perhaps looking at the world’s situation he might himself be mourning the moment he made this discovery.
I need space please. When no one is there to bother/talk or days and days and I am alone on my own without bothering about the world. I want to live with myself.
