Happy B'day Didi

Every year ever since the life exists this day came and went away. Not many cared about it. Even I never realized the value of the day till was probably 7. But now I know what the day is all about. God gave us if not all some at least, something to cherish for the whole life.

You are correct. A soul to share life with. And in no other form than sister. 5 years, 297 days older than me.

A sweet Sister, A trustworthy Friend, A Pungent Critic, A zealous Motivator, A Energetic Inspirer, or ........
You Have been the God's biggest gift for me. In fact not just a gift, a hoop of gifts. Ever since I came in this miserable world you have always been there to help me in different grades. A teacher to a caretaker to a director to a  patient listener to a energy radiator to a ................
You are a big source of inspiration for all of us di.

Aapka aur hamara rishta naa jaane kaisa hai,
Har khushi har gaam hamara aapse hai.
Aap ho saath mei toh hum hai,
Hamari toh zindagi hi aapse hai.

Thoda jyada ho gaya but u deserve it. Ur alluring life style is only driving me to write all this about you.
U have every thing required to be at the top of the world and one day you will be.

And today on this day all I want to say is Happy B'day Di!!!

Happy birthday elder sister of mine.

Thank you for being there and  kind.

Thank you, for all the times you helped me get through the tough.

When scene got nasty and every path around was rough.

When the distance is thicker and farther.

I miss u when it gets all complicated.

Even when we are not in arms.

I know we are still in each others hearts.

Do you remember when we used to laugh?

And you used to listen to my rubbish talks patiently.

Or when it became bed time.

And we laughed till we cried.

We talked about everything when got to the age.

And you got me through it stage by stage.

You have the world at your feet.

And that special someone always at your help.

I give to you today.

Something no one can take away.

A piece of my heart.

The was not hard to take apart.

Because you mean so much to me.

Live your life to the fullest extent.

Live it up at every event.

And know that I am always here.

What ever you need.

I will help you with anything indeed.

I love you so much sis.

Happy birthday sis.

And I end this letter with a kiss.

MWA!!!

Ending all my stupidity , my last message or rather request is "PLEASE BE THE WAY YOU HAVE BEEN ALWAYS"

MANN vs RANN

Way back in 1911, the Noble Prize winner Ravindra Nath Tagore wrote a song in praise of the Queen of Britain who was to visit India in Bengali. It had few words in praise of India as well. Later these words were taken up by the whole nation as their pride, as their honor, something which they believed in by heart, something which arose the immense love in them for their motherland. They took up those words as their national anthem.
Pani sharab sab ek ho jate hai,
jab dil mei deshprem ka nasha chahta hai.....
Rashtriya geet wahi hota hai,
jo poore desh ko ek sutra mei piro jata hai...

Those words still remain to be the National Anthem of India, my country, my nation...It was accepted as national anthem on 24th January'1950..Although it comprises of 5 stanzas, only the first stanza is sung in normal. It takes 52 seconds normally to sing it. A shorter version also exists which takes 20 seconds...The words are
JANA GANA MANA ADHINAYAKA JAYA HE
BHARATA BHAGYA VIDHATA
PANJABA SINDH GUJARATA MARATHA
DRAVIDA UTKALA VANGA
VINDHYA HIMACHALA YAMUNA GANGA
UCCHALA JALADHI TARANGA
TAVA SHUBHA NAME JAGE
TAVA SHUBHA ASHISHA MAGE
GAYE TAVA JAYA GATHA
JANA GANA MANGALA DAAYAKA JAYA HE
BHARAT BHAGYA VIDHATA
JAYA HE JAYA HE JAYA HE
JAYA JAYA JAYA JAYA HE!

But, since independence India has developed and changed a lot and this anthem requires a few changes to epict the reality of the nation. These changes have been best shown in a song recently composed for the movie "Rann", directed by Ram Gopal Verma, casting Amitabh Bachchan..
The lyrics of the song are

JANA GANN MANA RANN HAI
IS RANN MEIN ZAKHMI HUA HAI BHAARAT KA BHAAGYA VIDHAATA
PUNJAB SINDH GUJRAT MARATHA
EK DOOSRE SE LADD KE MAR RAHEIN HAIN
IS DESH NE HUMKO EK KIYA
HUM DESH KE TUKDEY KAR RAHEIN HAIN
DRAVID UTKAL BANGA
KHOON BAHAA KER, EK RANG KA KAR DIYA HUMNE TIRANGA
SARHADON PE JUNG AUR
GALIYON MEIN FASAAD DANGA
VINDH HIMACHAL YAMUNA GANGA
MEIN TEZAAB UBAL RAHA HAI
MAR GAYA SAB KA ZAMEER

JAANE KAB ZINDA HO AAGEY
PHIR BHI TAVA SHUBH NAAME JAAGE
TAVA SHUBH AASHISH MAANGE
AAG MEIN JAL KAR CHEEKH RAHA HAI
PHIR BHI KOI NAHI SACH KO BACHAATA
GAAHE TAVA JAYA GAATHA
DESH KA AISA HAAL HAI LEKIN
AAPAS MEIN LADD RAHEIN NETA
JANA GANN MANGAL DAAYAK JAYA HAI
BHAARAT KO BACHA LE VIDHAATA!!!
JAYA HAI – YA YEH – MARANN HAI
JANA – GANN – MANA – RANN HAI

I am not intending to hurt anyone's feelings and patriotism. In my heart I believe my nation is the best and my mother land is the only heaven on Earth but i could not also deny the the truth..

Strength of a Man And Beauty of a Woman

Surfing I got these two very good poems and I would love to share these with you..Here are they the first one for the man the other one for the woman...

Strength of a Man
The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.
It is seen in the width of his arms that encircle you.
The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.
It is in the gentle words he whispers.
The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.
It is how good a buddy he is with his kids.
The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.
It is in how respected he is at home.
The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits..
It is in how tender he touches.
The strength of a man isn't how many women he's Loved by.
It is in can he be true to one woman.
The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.
It is in the burdens he can understand and overcome.

Beauty of a Woman
The beauty of a woman
Is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries,
Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman
Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
The beauty of a woman
With passing years-only grows.

Main Kya Hoon Main Kya Yeh Batalao

Kabhi socha aapne kaun ho aap?
Kabhi socha kya hai hamara kaam??
Nahi socha toh socho ab..
Nahi toh phir sochoge kab?????


From Few days I have been facing a big problem. What am I supposed to do? For whom I am supposed to do? Why am I supposed to do whatever I am doing?

Kaun hu mei kahan se aaya,
Kya mei apne saath kuch laya??
Kiske liye mei karu yeh sab,
Mujhe milega inka jawab kab?

The situation can be compared to the one of Arjun in the Kurukshetra battlefield. The only difference is Arjun had Krishna to answer all his questions but who shall answer my questions?

Kaun karta hai mujhse yeh vada,
Nahi rehne dega mujhe ab aur pareshan.
Jawab dega kaun mere sawalon ka,
Karega vo mere har pareshani ka samadhan.

Is life my own ?
Are my dreams my own?
Are my target my own?
Are my parameters of success my own?
Are my thoughts my own?
Are my actions my own?
There are infinite such "Are".
Are they my own or others drive them???

Kaun nahi hote mere khwab apne?
Kyun nahi hote mere lakshya apne?
Kyun nahi hote mere vichar apne?
Kya yahi zindagi di hai rab ne???

I searched answers on my own and got the results. True life is the life lived for the others. The aim of life has to be the happiness of others. The target has to be to make everyone happy. Dream has to be the stage of salvation.

This all reminds me few lines of a song from the recent movie Love Aaj Kal.
Aab Jana Main Ne Jeena Kya Hai
Kya Hai Pura Hona Khwaab Ka
Aab Dekhon Na Woh Sochu Na Woh
Jo Bhi Yahan Na Ho Khwaab Sa

All this reminds me my first post "Meri Zindagi" as well.

Zindagi nahi mili hai humme khud ke liye,
Zindagi wahi jo jiye hum auron ke liye.
Doosro ki khushi mei apni khushi hai,
Yahi zindagi ka ek matra satya hai....

Mera pehla pehle pyar

Mallika-E-Husn koi kudrat ka karishma thi vo,
Jisse maine chaha mera Mera Pehle Pyar thi vo.
Nahi thi koi kami hamare pyar mei uske liye,
Par phir bhi nahi ho saki hamari vo Ae khuda kisliye????????

Just as I was about to write the next lines a simple question came to my mind.
Here are few lines by Lata Mangeshkarji felicitously putting the same.

Dil apna aur preet parayi,
Kisne hai yeh reet banayi.
Andhi ne ek deep jalaya,
Aur pani ne aag lagayi.

Kyun hota hai aisa ki dil ho hamara,
Aur khele tode usse koi aur anjana.
Kab badlegi kudrat ki yeh reet,
Jab hogi humme khud se hi preet.

Moving forward Hey God!!!Y you gave us just a single heart..And if u gave us one heart only y made it so sensitive..And y can it only love one at a moment and not more???

Sab kuch milta hai yahan hai duniya ek bazaar,
Dil hai ek aur pyar karne ko ladkiyan hazaar..
Waise pyar soch kar nahi hota bas ho jata hai,
aur yaadein zindagi bhar ke liye chod jata hai..

Even when I look back in my life I m not able to figure out when she came jogging in the heart n went away running from life leaving marks on the heart...

Vo bhi ajab samma tha jab mujhe vo dikhi thi,
Vo bhi gajab waqt tha jab vo mujhe roz milti thi..
Ab toh bas yaadein aur yaadein hi reh gayi hai,
naa jaane meri zindagi mujhse dur kahan chali gayi hai..

But I also thank God...U made heart such that it moves forward and starts loving again. N now again I m in love but this tym with the self. After all dil aur pyar apna hai toh kisi aur ko dene ki bajay khud hi naa rakh le...

Akhir kyun karu mei kisi aur se pyar,
Kyun kare hum kisi aur bewafa se deedar..
Yeh toh hona hi tha ek din kabhi zindagi mei,
Ab toh mere dil ko aata pyar mujh par hi hai..

So finally, mera pyar mujhe mil gaya...

Humme phir se ho gaya hai pyar,
Mat poocho kis se hua hai pyar.
Phir se hua humme kisi ka deedar,
Abke bas gaye hai hum khud ke hi yaar...

Hum bhi karne lage hai ab khud se pyar,
Ab toh rahegi hamesha jeevan mei bahaar..
Ab badalne lagi hai hamari zindagi,
Aur badhti hi jaa rahi hai pal pal yeh deewangi....

Gudbye ******!!!!
I have now someone else to love..

Unki yaad se bahut pareshan the hum,
aaj unhe dil se hata kar hi liya hai humne dum..
Khush hai aaj hum bahut apne is dil ke naye pravasi se,
Kyunki ab koi nahi de sakta dhoka humme zindagi mei..

Barsaat : Ek suhana ehsaas

Jab jab bhi badal mei bijli chamki hai,
Mere mann mei pyar ki kali khili hai..
Aaj phir bhagwan ne mujh par meharbani dikhai hai,
Vo bahut samay baad mujhe phir se aaj vo khushi mili hai...

Kho gayi thi mere dil ki dharkan kuch baras pehle,
Ab mujhe vo phir nazar aane laga hai...
Bas ab ek hi maksad dikhne laga hai mujhe,
Ab mujhe usse phir se pana hai....

Uske chehre mei mujhe aaj apna pyar dikhai diya,
Par vo kaun thi nahi janta mei usse...
aaj phir kisi ki nazar ne mujh par jadoo kiya,
Samajh nahi aa raha jakar kahun kiya usse...

Koyal si aawaj uski jab aaj padi hamare kano mei,
Ho gaye hum deewane uske bina usse dekhe jaane....
Ab toh har dum khoy rehte hai ussi ke khaboin mei,
kya hoa ab aage is dil ka aaj phir koi naa jaane..


After probably four years I am back in my true colours now. And now I am alive again. And now all be ready to see a completely changed Gaurav. And for Harsh, Lakshya, Mayank, Jatin, Asrar, Neeraj and Kothari your "GORI" is back guys..Love you all and miss you all now then never. Guys I need you. Tumhare bina GORI adhura hai...

Mere dil ka mandir khali hai

Chand si mehbooba ho meri, kab aaisa maine socha tha
Haan tum bilkool waisi ho, jaisa maine socha tha
Chand si mehbooba ho meri, kab aaisa maine socha tha
Haan tum bilkool waisi ho, jaisa maine socha tha

Ya, its true. I too have choices.. I too have dreams... Sometimes I too think about my .....

All I can say is
Jindagi mei har kisi ko kisi naa kisi ki talash hoti hai,
Kisi ki yeh talash jaldi puri hoti hai toh kisi ki der se.......

Sadly, or rather fortunately as my few friends will term it , I haven't lost my heart to anyone yet after passing sweet 20 monsoons...
Well !!! Well!!!! Leaving all these miseries , I present my heart to all of you reading reading this crap....


So here is a small song composed by my cousin Amit with little inputs from my side..



Mere Dil ka mandir khali hai, Is mandir mei tum bas jao...
Jis bhagwan ko mei poojna chahu , vo bhagwan mere tum ban jao....

Mei gaya kitne mandiron mei, fariyadein ki hai girijagharon mei,
khada hu mei gurudware ke dware par, tab jakar nazar padi hai,
tere chand se mukhd pe, ab yeh chand sa mukhda lekar meri aghosh mei so jao...
Mere Dil.............................

Dekha hai maine tumko jab se , aisa laga hai mujhko tab se,
hum tum baane hai ek duje ke liye, tera saath hai kai janmo se
Ab is janam mei bhi saathi mere tum ban jao..
Mere Dil............



In the last I would just say :
Dil ek mandir hai chota sa, Hum chahte hai ismei basana.
Ab aa bhi jao is dil mei , Band karo humme yu tarsana.

Love u all sweet *****.

Plz give your special comments as they are important to know if you liked what my heart offered or I still need to open up my heart more for your entrance....

Meri Jindagi

Mera jeevan khuli keetab tha ,
aur khuli keetab hi reh gaya.
band karne ki koshish bahut kari,
magar naa jaane kyun kar nahi paya.
Keetab yeh naa jaane kisne likhi,
mei kabhi isse samajh nahi paya.
kuch panno par likhne ki koshish kari,
toh is keetab ko maine read-only paya.
Likhne wale ne bhi aisa likha isse,
Pata nahi kahan se yeh sab idea vo lekar aaya.
Shuru hui yeh jindagi kahan se aur ,
aaj mei isse naa jaane kahan le aaya.
Bas yahi dua ab mei har bar karta hu,
Kyun bhagwan tune mujhe is dunuya mei fasaya.