Birthday Gift to Myself

So raha tha mei besudh roz ki tarah,
Bajji hogi ghaddi mei shayad barah..
Tabhi baj uthi mere phone ki ghanti,
Aur meri sapno bhari neend tooti..

Ek ghante tak uske baad phone vyast raha,
Aankhon se neend gayab ho gayi na jaane kahan..
Sab ke maan mei thi ek muraad,
Jaldi se de mujhe janadin ki mubarakbaad..

Ek ghante baad jab mei hua tha khali,
Maine apne ab tak ke jeewan par ek nazar dalli..
22 Saal pehle mei is dharti par aaya,
Tab se aaj tak bahut kuch maine khoya aur paya..

Khud ka kamiyab samjhu ya nakamiyab,
Khud ko aabad samjhu ya barbaad..
Khoya hua naa jaane kin khayalo mei,
Phasta jaa raha tha mei apne hi sawalon mei..

Apno se milo dur baitha hu,
Phir bhi mei khud ko khush kehta hu..
Hothon par hardum muskurahat rehti hai,
Par dil mei dard ki ek kasak si chubhti hai..

Kabhi kabhi mei yeh sochta hu,
Khud hi khud se sawal poochta hu..
Chotta tha toh jyada achcha tha,
School jaane ka maja hi kuch aur tha..

Bade ho kar kya mila hai,
Bas subah se sham ka office mila hai..
Sochte sochte mei so gaya,
Aur naa jaane kab mei itna likh gaya..

Vo Rakhi

Subah subah kisi ne darwaze par dastak di,
Bahar dekha toh koi kuch batne aaya tha..
Ek bhikari dar par humme dua dene,
Aur humse kuch khane ko lene aaya tha..

Uske jaane par humne ghaddi dekhi,
Toh chotta kata 11 par aur bada kata 5 par tha..
Ek week day par itni der tak bistar mei,
Khud par bada hairan mei shishe ke samne kha tha..

Khud ko dhoonde laga mei us shishe mei,
Sab kuch dhundla sa ho gaya tha..
Us din toh office ki chutti thi kyunki,
Us din toh rakhi ka tyuhaar tha..

Mei hamesha ki tarah jaldi se tiyaar hone laga,
Fatafat apne sab kaam karne laga…
Sab kaam karke jab mei free hua,
Toh mera mann kisi ko dhundne laga..

Sab kuch ab mujhe ussi kanch mei,
Saf saf dikhne laga tha..
Sab kuch hote hue bhi Kuch mere haathon se,
naa jaane kahan kho gaya tha..

22 Saal mei pehli baar aisa tha,
Rakhi ke din mei akela tha..
Envelope mei rakhiyan padi thi,
Par badhne wala koi nahi tha..

Kuch samajh nahi aa raha kya ho raha tha,
Sab kuch bas tham sa gaya tha..
Yeh khwab tha ya haqeeqat pata nahi,
Par mann kiya toh yeh mei aise likh raha tha..

Happy B'day Bad Gal

Hey Bad Gal,
Happy B’day dost!!!
Enjoying your first birthday away from mom and dad?? Must be missing everyone… Right??? Especially me!!!
A smallest of B’day gift which you asked for .

When the clock struck at midnight,

My mobile started ringing..

Disturbing me in a sweet dream,

I picked the mobile in hand with eyes still half closed..

When I checked for who was disturbing ,

It was someone's birthday alert..

Not much effort was required to recall,

who invaded my life on 29th July..

It was you as long as I can recall,

God gave me a angel to play with that day..

A sweet LITTLE girl with a aura of her own,

Became a part of my life ever since then..

I made you cry, I made you laugh,

But what you gave me was always happiness..

A patient listener and a Strong Critic,

And a nice friend I found all in you..

Trust , Faith , Confidence aren't enough,

I also have SHRADDHA in you.

I believe in all your abilites,

Sky is what you will be touching one day..

A obidient daughter, strict Elder sister,

Lovable grand daughter, a Jolly Friend..

Morever a sweet little Sister,

How could you fit every role that easily??

Will Never Forget the time I spend with,

Showering the rain at midnight..

Showing you magic all day and night,

Fighting with you for the last bite of the meal..

All I pray to God is may you live longest of longest life,

Spread your glory all around as CHANDA does in night..

Recieve every bit of success in life you want to achieve,

But never forget me BAD GIRL anytime in life...

Miss u a lot ..